I need to make massive changes, it’s taking a while for things to get better in my life and I feel as though I need to take massive change and action – immediately.
This is the secret to not feeling tired when over worked, caffiene is only good for so long or in short bursts (I find anyway) I think if I get more of this ill be able to push harder.
I finally took the leap – applied for carpentry apprenticeships with new home builders, now I can get experience through this avenue as well as working as a site manager for a large company. Slowly working my way towards being a builder and developer, however, it is quite a slog and is taking a while. Gotta get through all the bullshit coursework then I’m free
I am about halfway through my construction course as well as nearly completing my carpentry coursework, soon I can apply for my building registration, however, I need some experience in building new homes.
I don’t know why I am complaining about this – I signed up for the carpentry course I’m currently completing. to be honest I really want to work in the construction industry and I can once I complete my law degree, how ever I get one week off and it turns out that the course lands on that week – I am trying to look at it in a positive light, that I don’t miss out on any uni because its holidays but that’s been difficult. I should look at it in a way that ‘I get to do what I love for an entire week straight’. I’m sick of studying but I have to continue and persist be limitless and just enjoy it all.
Just going to ramble on about life/goals
Things are starting to pick up with gym, ive decided to go nearly every day in order to reach my goal body which is a particular person i have in mind. Affording the correct healthy foods is difficult as it is expensive and also time consuming to cook proper food, currently i am slightly above the weight i would like to be at and holding more body fat than i should but it seems to be slowly dropping off.
In regard to my building and development goal i have started a building diploma and a carpentry certificate and am learning these simultaneously as the more knowledge i have the better prepared i will be for my first development, further to this i have also slowly started quoting odd trade jobs such as handyman services etc, this hasn’t worked out too well but i can only get more confident and better from here. I need to start earning a decent living if i am going to achieve this goal.
Law goal – where to start on becoming a lawyer, i am currently studying still however dropped my study load to 3 subjects as opposed to 4 – i fail subjects here and there which just wasn’t good enough so in order to see if i could keep up i dropped 1, its still so far off becoming a lawyer but i know ill get there eventually, still have placement to go, practicing certificate and business studies.
I still want to be limitless, just like the movie – i know its not real life but to accomplish so much and be the best top version of yourself is what i am striving for.
I need to learn to speak another language and I want to have extreme social success. Being social for an introvert with anxiety is difficult, but this is a website of positivity coupled with struggles so I am getting better with my social skils although I am taking every opportunity to talk with people and get better
Finally achieved my goal of waking up early (5-6am starts).
How ever this comes at a cost – I become tired much more easily and I also need to sleep earlier so I cannot get as much done at night.
I haven’t posted in a while but reading over previous posts this helps me keep track of my goals and whats important to me.
I’m slowly making progress in the building industry – it is a slow process for me so far, I need capital to start developing and building as opposed to say, maybe someone starting a tech business with just a laptop. I’m currently studying law and carpentry as well as completing a building course. Next week I start at TAFE so I will have a lot on my plate to work on, then uni will start as well after that so everything is quite busy right now.
I am having regular meetings with my psychiatrist and I can feel my confidence growing and myself becoming stronger every day and every week, bit by bit, brick by brick to build this strong wall inside of myself.